Rediscovering Eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am Yours
dailies
Monday, January 17, 2005
..03S16..
-5:27 PM
juz read peishan's blog..chanced upon it while i was looking thru friendster..so nice lor her blog..got her own skin..music-fen xiang by SHE..her fav singer....and got tagboard...mine so not nice..coz i dunno how to do those fanciful things..argh!!aniwae..i read one of her entries and she wrote about the past two years..her reflections and stuff..so i decided to write abt mine as well..timing not realli rite..but its ok la..beta late than nv..haha..
well the past two yrs have passed like so quickly..without ever noticing..e mani zillions lectures, tutorials, breaks, lunch..and prob lect and tuts again..haha..but when u r in e lects..u feel as if its nv goin to end..always cannot wait for break where mi class will chiong all e way to e canteen, clog up the cai fan store and dun let other ppl buy food..haah..me and weeling will b e first few gurls to chiong w e guys..guys mostly ck, ken, juncun, mingyang and squid..den we one class wil book one whole length of e canteen table to eat together..haha..an experience nv to forget man..though sum of our class mates like sharon and wei xin were not with us..dey prefer to eat durin the lunch period..where de rest of us pia homework or talk crap and fiddle with e class system and put our own cds to listen to songs..hah..i tink its beta to eat lunch during breaktime instead of lunchtime coz break is onli 20 minutes while lunch is 45..so..obvious use the 45 mins to do hwk la!!haha..break time record le..coz smths e lec and tuts will hold us back..and by e time we chiong to canteen, put..no..literally..throw our bags at e cubby pigeon holes and grab our wallets..and queue and get our food..we r left with onli 5 mins..smths..we onli have 5 mins to do e above stuff..and prob one min to eat..haha..but we all succeed..all success stories..sld see it man..we encourage each other to faster faster swallow..haha..i rmb..tt time..judy with her fav her bao dan, veg and meat and rice..haah..den if e nxt lesson is ms loh's bio tut or lec..no one ever dare to b late..we always swallow our food no matter how hard..and tiz happens like every tues..so ..hah..training every tues..at 10..den e farnie ting..we all run like siao to class..so long lor..den ms loh will start luffin her head when she is like strollin her way thru e walkways and all of us..one big mass..with our big bags haven even strapped on properli dashin our way thru e other students to get to class..aft a while she gave a bit of allowance..coz she found it quite farnie..all of us dashing..haha..i was late once..with sharon and squid and e rest of acs guys and even leeting..so ms loh din let us in..so we sat outside and tried to listen to tutorial and copy wadever was on e board..super comical..all of us squashed to the doorway while not tryin to look like we r obviously listening..and e lightin and whiteboard were so irritatin..got e reflection stuff..so hard to read..so we ended up like passin msgs and papers down so tt everione outside knew wad was going on..haha..even ms loh was tryin to stifle her laugh..she down dere um chio..haha..oh ya..did i say earlier on..me and weeling always finish our food first realli fast..and we walk off first so tt can reach class..den e guys..esp juncun and kenneth..eat finish later..but appear nxt to us while we r walkin to class..dunno their legs long or wad..but weeling and i walk realli realli fast le..and ken..well..hes not exactly v tall.. abit taller than me onli wad..ahah..
oh ya..i oso rmb e pe sessions..coz our class pe happens to be last lesson for both sessions..so one hour lesson wil become 2 or 3 hrs..we borrow pe room key and play together..realli fun lor..all e ball games..we invent our own rules..like..e person to get the ball into the goal has to be a gurl..and guess wad..when the gurl got a ball..all of us push her with e ball into the goal..haha..our class play v v well lor..even the pe teachers like tammie ho oso get veri excited and scream with us..hah..i always love our captain ball..even the canoe ppl will try their best to delay their going to trainin jus to play with us..i tink its thru e pe sessions tt realli bond e class together..den got one time..aft pe..moses got his guitar..and i help ck borrow e oac one..and dey play while e rest of us sing together..realli fun..den de guys started to show off their skills..haah..so show off..hah..but v nice and veri fun..and smth aft pe..me, weixin, and actualli like half e class..down dere at grandstand piaing homework..most of e time is tek's physics assign..den i dunno and wil be like movin from one person to another to ask or juz borrow from joanne those tt have handed in..smth its math..and i juz ask ken..haha..coz hes veri nice..always help me wan..hah
and tiz is juz mi class..mm..how to say..on the whole i have grown reallli attached to e class..03S16 roXs!! its a well bonded class ..all of us tink tt way no matter what others from other classes may tink..though all of us r busi wif our own stuff..we r still close..i like em more than fairfield 4A although its 4 yrs compared to a mere hectic 2 yrs ..i have frens in 4A whom i am closer than sum in S16..4A..fun class..but i wasn close to it as a whole..but i reallli like S16 from e bottom of mi heart..e gurls to guys ratio is like 1:2..but still v nice..there r cliques..but we were quite ok la..with e gurls..i am quite ok with all of em..guys oso la..but i did flare up at MY once..immensely irritatin and annoying..during sum ping pong/badminton game aft e sum exam...den stupid CK wanted to splash water on me to extinguish e flared up flames in me..haha..and sth i get irritated w HY's qns.forever asking why..intelligent qns..but i duno how to ans..and hes qns come in grps..i dun noe which to answer..but hes nice la..wil teach me stuff until i thoroughly understand it and wil definitely try hes best to ans your qn..if u got presentation rite..present to him first, he wil ask u all e possible qns..until u noe your material inside out..hah..no kiddin..w gurls..i prob got pissed off most times by sharon..but prob coz of tt we r close frens too..haha..ironic..mm..i am closest to weixin in class..shes a realli mature yet crappy gurl tt can help me with stuff tt i have probs with..and she is not e type to look down on you or anithing..she noes all mi paisei events..haha...like the HY event..oh Man..ha..she goes all out to help wan la...a good listener..hah.dun mind me whining wan..can talk abt anithing..den..mi other realli good fren is kenneth..oso same ting..help me with all mi subjects..and listen to mi complain and whining..realli a person tt veri kapo..always msg me and ask me abt stuff abt other ppl..haiyo...oso got chien kai..a fren tt i became closer to during second yr..encouraged me and helped me with lotsa lotsa stuff..too mani to name..a v sensitive guy who like knows when i am upset or got sth bothering me..realli tot me lotsa stuff...dey r realli diff from mi sec sch frens..and i realli thank God for directin me to nj, to 03S16(6B) to meet these realli special ppl..ppl who will leave footprints in mi life..was suppose to be in S15(6A), e supposedly top class in triple sci stream-got pushed down coz i take chinese and 6A ppl dun..though there r two fairsians dere-jing and candice and none in mi class except me, and though i noe quite a number of ppl in 6A..tinking back i prefer 6B although i wanted 6A at first..ha..i thank mi father for strictly opposing me when i insisted tt i wanted sajc instead of nj..imagin wad life would b like if i realli went to sa where all mi fm frens are..and thank God that i din get mi dad's hints to go to hc..haah..nj beta la..haha..
wow..write so much..but its 2 yrs...haha..so nvm la..
