Rediscovering Eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am Yours
dailies
Thursday, July 21, 2005
-3:58 PM
I've decided NOT to touch new age music. I was looking for Kevin Kern's scores at the YAMAHA store in PS. His scores are of new age music. I didnt think that there was anything bad about them until Sharon said that there are lots of controversies about new age music and such music are known to take away your mind. Mayb thats why they give the calming effect. Anyway, I was a bit disappointed that when we reached the shop, the shop was closed. BUT, I noticed another door that led into the store..the shop apparently has two doors. So, me, shar and wx made our way in. THe guy allowed us in coz we requested for just a minute. But then, the sales lady said that Kevin Kern books were out of stock and will only be at the Tampines and Thomson Plaza. I was obviously more disappointed than ever than. Sharon bought her manuscript book.
Thinking back now, I guess God didnt want me to learn those songs and thus, so many obstacles. It isnt good for me anyway. And yea, those music gives pple that kind of drifting emotion which isnt very good. Its so heaps difficult for me to give up finding these scores since I like the songs so much. But then, while talking to Win just now, she said she put aside her Kevin Kern cd after knowing that it wasnt very good. I must say that its more difficult to not listen to the cd and give that up than not to buy the book. The cd is just so near you and one can just give in to the temptation. Yep and so for that, I thought I should not buy the book and not go anywhere near those songs. Its soooooo very hard. Squeezing tears through my eyes. But yea, I'm not buying that book nor listening to those songs. I dont wanna oppose and do things to disappoint the Lord! Lord, help me and give me strength!